I had a dream last night,
It was you and me together.
You held me tight and you
never kept me out of sight.
And then I saw the light.
I had to wake up chasing
your shadow; your radiant
smile that wasn’t for me
cut me slowly
like a dull knife
which kept me bleeding.
I felt the heaven’s crying.
I had my yellow umbrella
And then she came
soaked by the rain.
You loved the rain.
I hated my umbrella,
I hated the rain,
I hated her, I hated you.
Sometimes, hating is
easier than loving.
They say that we’re inseparable
That I was born to be with you
To protect and guard you with life
To stay with you forever.
They say that we look good together
And I hate the word “together”
When we are so close yet so far
To never see each other that much.
I’m sorry for making you feel frail
As it’s the only way to keep you safe
To let you see the world better
I’d rather break myself and suffer.
I want you to be my partner
In every color of this musty wall
In every drama of this moody room
In every corner of my moony world.
You’re a true beauty. You don’t
have to do anything for men to
like you. You’re a natural woman
with a presence glittering in the
dazzling sunlight. And in the glow
of the moon, you’re a diamond
that does not blind anyone. It was
too easy for you to make me smile.
We were one joy and you shared my
sadness. And I was always grateful
because we became friends. I enjoyed
every moment with you. Be it in the
library or in the bar, we found the
music that makes us laugh or cry.
But everything changes and there are
things that we choose over friendship.
I have missed you but I hated you
more. You’re lovelier now and it’s
making me the loneliest person on
earth. You broke my heart in little
bitty pieces. When you’re together it
was like I’m shot by a gun four times the
pain. Why did it happen to us? How
did we fall in love with the same man?